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This track is purely fictional... No I'm not suicidal. No I've never tried to kill myself. I don't even own a gun. Don't look too deep into the track.
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Sittin' on this here bed with pure lead in this mac
Contemplating losing track of my head
Never said I was perfect. and though a few may be hurt from it
Losing this life seems worth it
So through the curses and thoughts that just ain't me
I decided to end it... I may be, making a mistake b...
But yo, I pulled the trigger, guess I gotta thank god for the safety!
I failed life, I failed death
I failed twice, wonder how I'm gonna fail next
I feel stressed, I feel vexed,
I feel like I'm a failure, so nothing ever feels blessed
With these Suicidal Thoughts in my mind
Fell in love with the thoughts of the blind, the deaf and the mute
Try not to think about nothing, try not to think about loving
Cos' that just results in more pain, hearts burn hotter then an oven....then you face more shame
Young growing up, classified as a lame,
Many come, many go, but there's one who had came
Left a mark on my heart, left a scar to be scorned
Probably loved, I don't know but she's gone
Can't see her face, misguidance through Novocaine misuse, brought back commitment issues!
Kept a box of these tissues, less it rains; it pours
Hot flashes in these cold nights, menopause
It's like my brain brought fire to this propane
Safety's off, pull the trigger or remain sane!
Same lane as an elephant, slow piano melodies for meddling into this rebel brain
I keep a smile so you can't tell, strain of a thousand pound dumbbells, wasting away braincells
This lame fell from his solo math, to the abyss
Now he's really on his solo path.
No opponent and no passengers, fashioned himself to be alone for this solo crash!
With these Suicidal Thoughts in my mind, fell in love with the blind, the deaf and the mute
I'm posing this question to you, end it now or be destined to doom
With these Suicidal Thoughts in my mind, fell in love with the blind, the deaf and the mute
I'm posing this question to you, end it now or be destined to doom
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Won2,
track released January 2, 2012
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