Sittin' on this here bed with pure lead in this mac Contemplating losing track of my head Never said I was perfect. and though a few may be hurt from it Losing this life seems worth it So through the curses and thoughts that just ain't me I decided to end it... I may be, making a mistake b... But yo, I pulled the trigger, guess I gotta thank god for the safety! I failed life, I failed death I failed twice, wonder how I'm gonna fail next I feel stressed, I feel vexed, I feel like I'm a failure, so nothing ever feels blessed With these Suicidal Thoughts in my mind Fell in love with the thoughts of the blind, the deaf and the mute Try not to think about nothing, try not to think about loving Cos' that just results in more pain, hearts burn hotter then an oven....then you face more shame Young growing up, classified as a lame, Many come, many go, but there's one who had came Left a mark on my heart, left a scar to be scorned Probably loved, I don't know but she's gone Can't see her face, misguidance through Novocaine misuse, brought back commitment issues! Kept a box of these tissues, less it rains; it pours Hot flashes in these cold nights, menopause It's like my brain brought fire to this propane Safety's off, pull the trigger or remain sane! Same lane as an elephant, slow piano melodies for meddling into this rebel brain I keep a smile so you can't tell, strain of a thousand pound dumbbells, wasting away braincells This lame fell from his solo math, to the abyss Now he's really on his solo path. No opponent and no passengers, fashioned himself to be alone for this solo crash! With these Suicidal Thoughts in my mind, fell in love with the blind, the deaf and the mute I'm posing this question to you, end it now or be destined to doom With these Suicidal Thoughts in my mind, fell in love with the blind, the deaf and the mute I'm posing this question to you, end it now or be destined to doom

Gone thru several changes, times have come n gone The grass is always green when you maintain the lawn I made a masterpiece; I've had it all along Sunday begins the week, but Monday starts the strong I knew it all along; beat my chest! Donkey Kong Fist up in the air, I fought the skies and told the world 'come on!' Fought thru the songs of despair, when here is gone, a lot like Nair I feared that I was wrong, but now I'm only wrong bout being gone I've gone thru.... *Chorus* Several Changes And now I might just be on my way to becoming famous; I think I made it! I've gone thru.... Several Changes But no1 ever wants to see you when you make it, Guess things never change, they hate it.... --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- *Chorus* I swear, nothing changes! People hate you, wanna break you, bring you down You can taunt us, but beware, we the ones who wear the crown Fearless now, they fear us now, *clap clap clap*, take ya bow On the map, we standing on the world, so can you hear us now!? (echo) Of course you can! Clearly you can hear us loud (echo) Talking with this mirror, I done made a vow of lyricism, I swear I'll work with every fighting spirit in me Till I'm Won, times begun, now they envy that I've gone thru.... *Chorus*

They say, we only use 15% of our brains, but even I can figure out what shames us We start wars, gang bang, chase fame and when things go wrong, we never want to blame us So what's lame when everybody insane and everybody that ain't just happens to be famous But you drink, pop pills do drugs and when you lose the love, you're always quick to blame us But you can take that, put it in a Maybach, drive it off a cliff and dive bomb yourself with it.... Cos I won't take that, I am too smart to shake that off, if I'ma wind up in a cell with it..... That's where you go, when your pigmentation level ain't low, you're on your own to fight Tiny and male women You gotta go when your heart tells you to go, but keep your head tho, the brain is never ill smitten I'm too old, to be stressed, with the feaux that fake, I can't take that crap, I'm only 19 Death row is where you don't know where to go, and you don't know if you know of what you might see Read mind if you're trying to stay ahead of your time, you gotta stay a step ahead of the likely Cos like me, you could be so much more, but you're a fish at war in a world that hates Pisces And what's life when half the man with wife have a side girl, and the other half got divorces And y'all mad when everything goes bad and all the strong girls decide to join forces That never works cos girls don't get along and girls will fight girls till the world seems morbid.... If life means that man can't have wife and girls can't have friends then I, would just forfeit.... And where the ladies that love confident men, but when they need confidence they lost causes If you're pretty and I tell you that you're beautiful, don't believe you're ugly when i tell you that you're gorgeous You're not fat you only eat 2 courses a day, no matter what you say I won't forfeit or... Let it burn, no I won't ever give up till you say, "Hey L'Oreal, I'm worth it!" Please tell me if you hear my rhymes, cos I am not the type to be wasting my time If the times not right then adjust it, how we gonna chase the good life, when our life's busted Stop fighting for the rights to disgusting, everything that's bad is what everybody's lusting Why fight for the life of a crime, when you got a beautiful mind that's just rusting!

Everything been looking up, ignore the phone when heavens calling Optimus wild crazy, I ain't tryna be the Fallen I know that things been lookin better slowly crawling, from the dirt I was hurt, but things could definitely be worst I rehearsed, a good attitude to get thru all the strife But I might just be cursed, with living with this here life I'm alright when I'm wrong, I complain when I'm right I'm the type that's ungrateful for life Kinda stupid right? That's how my mind works, never been the kind to be too kind I think that I'm the kind to find the worst in life, the curse in life, I wish that I could be the type, to never fright or fret or fight, I wish I found "a ight" in the night I used to look at all them, kids Look at all those lives that they live That's the ish, yo they all wild! It's like I'm on trial, for being myself, this deal that I'm dealt, The life and times of a problem child **Chorus** I know that everybody only wants the best for me But I been growing up feeling like y'all are testing me Y'all are upsetting me! You're only stressing me! I made my own plate, I don't need your recipe And I know what to do I know how to live I know where I am I know what it is I know! I know! A troubled soul, knows the worst that trouble shows And tho we drown, we won't never let the bubbles show Cause this help, is solely something new to me No voice to scream, you won't ever hear Ayude Me Everything true to me, is only what this hustle knows This beautiful mind is nocturnal, gotta Russell Crows (wrestle crows) Cuz with the hustle n bustle within this city, Life ain't always pretty, n i can't always take that Diddy I am one man! I'm one boy, one son 1 beneath the rest, bob marley, one love I know, I've been thru changes, and everyone around me is changing and I gotta grow, just don't know where to go I need the help but I'm too afraid to ask, cuz most pass n laugh at this... Problem Child. **Chorus** I know that everybody only wants the best for me But I been growing up feeling like y'all are testing me Y'all are upsetting me! You're only stressing me! I made my own plate, I don't need your recipe And I know what to do I know how to live I know where I am I know what it is I know! I know!

Take a look at the future we gonna see the greatness I know the future is mine, can't wait to see they faces Soon as they recognize that I'm the greatest, the favorite Somehow at the same time, most hated I'm looking forward to times when everybody is here And they looking at me on the television crystal clear... I just want the top to know I'm finally near I wanna be where everybody know my name... Cheers! As I look in the mirrors, all I picture is a crown Stationed on the highest mountain, staring down Hearing clowns, but not responding to the games Look at enemies, they're a picture of a frame, I'm the picture of a flame, burning right down to it Haters lurk in the night, I'm night an owl to it They can scream they can fight, they can growl No matter how the wind howls, the mountain cannot bow to it Now let's get down to it, I've made a slight change Top of my game, might I say it's feeling quite strange I'm bringing brand new, I took this bright stage, Flow cold, beginning of a new Ice Age How can I say it, I know that I'm not a loser I'm not a winner, I'm only winning as a bruiser Decisions to be made, and I'm a impulsive chooser Compulsive user, I am the future...... So I'm guessing all I've done has been payed for Made paths for myself, I'ma pave more Tho it's trash, I've been bumping Won Day more, Because it's claymore, what can I say more? I'm always brash, always hard on myself I talk trash, but perfection is apart of myself I can't attain And it causes pains in my brain, cuz I have so much say, with no way to explain it Glory I must attain it, take part in this war, Against "listen to this beat" I'm on the side of explore I got the heart of a warrior Head boppin music, ms. Justice when the body's Victorious Here's a secret, gotta body Victoria, Lyric's labelled corny when your mind is ignoring us Pay attention be a force to be reckonned with and everybody catching it Big lookin Notorious *Chorus* {Yea... No Regrets right now Everybody reppin for my set right now Thank you for support I appreciate the thought This the Won, Player Won signing off} x2